Thursday, December 30, 2010

New Look For 2011

It has been a long time since I have updated the look on the blog so I figured with the new year approaching a new look was appropriate.  I could have written a flowery epilog about how I am going to write more in the year upcoming but I am resolving to be more honest with myself. So, I will just give you a picture of fireworks instead.

Enjoy!

Friday, December 10, 2010

Of warm fuzzy's and He-Man

My little sisters always do such a great job of telling stories of my little brother Cameron. Their words make him come alive in my mind. All one needs do is peruse either of their blogs (Jil - Becca) and is is easy to find these wonderfully written narratives.

Historically, I have not written anything on his birthday. This is not because I am not thinking about him, quite the contrary (I spend most Dec 10th's on the verge of tears) it is because I do not have the emotional fabric to try to put to words how deeply I miss him with out losing it...

That said (and after a good cry already) I am could not help but wanting to try to put words to one of my favorite memories of him this year. My brother grew to be a tough whip of a man physically, tall and thin but tough as nails. Yet that is not how I remember him. My favorite memories of my little brother are from when he WAS little, specifically when he was about seven. He, Weston and I would spend hours down in his little room in our house on Dale Drive playing Masters of the Universe. Though both Weston and I had larger rooms we always played in Cameron's. He had such an energy and love of fun that we were drawn to him. He would spin the most elaborate tales and adventures that we would act out. Many of them involved defeating the "fire monster" in his closet (i.e. the furnace) or the demon he saw in the plaster swirls on his ceiling.

Both Weston and I eventually moved on in our interests as we aged and have since turned into boring men. Not to say the Cameron didn't mature, but he somehow kept that wonderment he had as a boy that made him so appealing to play with. Nothing drove this point home more fully for me than a few days after his funeral. As we were going through his possessions a shoe box was found that was full of all of his old He-Man toys. He had kept them and now I have given them to my boys. As I watch them play and run and scream around the house with these muscle-bound plastic men I see my little brother again, and I smile. Now they "... Have the power!"


Happy Birthday Cameron. I miss you!

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Fishing?

I have gotten back into fishing again lately. More specifically I have gotten back into fly fishing lately. This last week I was out on the Boise river and had quite the eclectic catch for the day:
- 3" white fish
- 10" German brown trout
- 6 oz. bat



It hissed at me when it touched the headlight, thus the reaction.

(I took hold of my strike indicator right at dusk, if your were curious.)